where is it written we must be straight line??? I feel my life has been a rut for some years… I need a new life? Re invent meself? I am going nowhere and getting nowhere and feeling more & more like a failure each day. I don’t want much, but enough to survive and keep myself busy. I do not feel working for the censless is enhancing my worth to my world, my friends and myself… I am not doing anything for anyone except myself and doing damn little for me at that….